wHaT ArE yOu tHinKing...?

Was chatting over sms n msn with Jess, she is back in JB. Misses her accompany! So, what did we talks about?Hmm...then I shall start my story from Wednesday onward.
That day we met and have lunch togather, then with no intention to shops or walk ard, we decided to go to starbucks to jst sit down and crap! Nothing much that we say but most of it is bout relationship. (again...)
Jess is currently in the stage of...how should i put it? Well, what happen is she feel something for Mr.Do which she herself dont know why. She see nothing from him that qualified the ideal one she wanted. But now simply her heart wanted to be him so much. I cant answer her question as I m miserable myself. Now and then this guy keep popping on my mind. I wonder if I am feeling smthing for him, or simply curiosity? I dunno...The situation is kinda complicated(at least i feel so), as I felt I am just trying to know him better.I will long for his msg but he always take long time to reply. Well, if he feel something for u as well, i guess the immediate action he do, is to reply rite? Then again, he might just treat me like a sis...Now what? I am sister to everyone!!!haha...
Anyway, Jess and I came up with this idea that we must find a bf before our birthday. As my birthday come first, she actually said I have no much time left.Why? as if i am dying soon...#$^&%&^*&(
So, is crazy, but when you lost your mind, you will do silly things. So, I msg adam with this he later claim to be "provocative" msg:"are you available to be a part-time bf?" . Ya,is silly,is stupid,is simply idiotic,i know! Regret for sending (it's just so not me!) , and and no respone fr adam until the next day afternoon. Well, he said he was sick and this provocative msg doesnt help to cure his sickness at all...what an answer? Anyway, i told him to forget bout it, but deep inside me, i was like : "shit!!!!"
But hey, he did send me msg smthing like this before: (wait let me think, is quite some time bck) ...anyway, is sounded like : I am sitting alone in a empty bus, and as I look out the window, at an overcast sky, i keep thinking of u, and Icant help but wonder why..." this is not exactly what he wrote, it sounded better actually,forgive my poor short memory. But hey, when a guy msg u, of coz u will think..."god,what should I reply?" as I was still cracking my head to think of a way to reply. He sms me again aft a few minutes. "hey, do i have the cut to be a poet, i thought of this poem when i am in the bus." Now...this is irritating!!! He then msg another msg describing what he see outside the window.So, my turn...I replied: and what u can long more if there's a special one beside,sharing this amazing moment wf ya, how i wish it's me..."Immediately i sent another msg to clarify :" so,am i a poet or what?" haha...but he answer in a way that impressed me : Wow, our similarity...is kind of uncanny."
*speechless*
Whatever...U win lor!!!!