g surprise!
It was Derrick!
Jess was the one who answer the door when the florist delivery man came. I think she got shocked.Ha!
And she said there must be something not right. What she don't know is, I was so down yesterday that when I met Derrick for dinner. First thing he asked is :"what happen to you?".
Even he could notice I am not quite myself...So, he just wanna cheer me up!
The day before (friday), as I was on my way home after my class. Was reading this book and somehow relate myself with the character and felt so sad for myself. Almost tears and don't dare to look up afraid that someone might notice.When I got home, I sms Ping : "too much!". I don't think he ever get what it means.
I know it wasn't his fault. Is his phone and the signal oversea was bad. But I have no idea becoz he didn't bother to let me know. For total 4 days I heard nothing from him and for once, I imagine he actually doesn't excist, as if it could make me feel better.
And true enough, he didn't realiase it was a problem at all. So, I make a deal with him. No sms, no phone, no email when we are oversea. At least, no expectation wouldn't bring any dissapoinment. Just like cof, no more cof, no more unhappiness. So, problem solved.
Won't be upset anymore. I should be responsible for my own happiness. Dissapointed wih myself how I handled this matter. Never mind, lesson learned.
As for Jess said about Derrick...
He knows and he don't expect anything...
He like it this way...
He is happy like this...
Is he silly?
Nah...we are the silly one....
Revolution of the month: Smile big and laugh hard!!!
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