I am dying to talk to somebody. Is in a moment like this, I felt sad…
I am “force” to take responsibility into something that not fully my responsibility. Is sort of like the time when I am working with my boss and he sort of blame it to me when a customer complaint. I fear that this time it might be another just another time…but then is different. At least put into comparison, my boss is far better than this guy!
He was so stressed over the problem and he simply throw tantrum to customer and colleagues and I am just waiting…I know…don’t ask me why. When it comes to this human dark side of “dirty” thinking, I realized that I know exactly what he is up to. Is like watching a movie character, performing life show in front of you. Then slowly, I am just waiting…as he began to speak : “you know, I have to make a decision…” Cleaver act as he is telling me: Look, is my call! Not yours!. He said “we gotto come up with something that cover us!” Well, what he really meant was, cover him. “I am gonna tell boss about this, I am gonna said, I take in your word as what you reported and this happen and we are truly sorry.” Wow…see that? How cleaver is he? To have just put all the responsibility to me, and leave me the one who be blamed? I left no choice but to agreed. Well…actually I have a choice, if I need to do it, I will…But is not me to confront him. I have 7 days to face him and till this duty is done, I shall see…
Often I come to this point where I felt foolish of being upset over these things. But this dirty politic act is everywhere… You just got to live with it. I guess it make me a person who I am today.
One day if I leave this job, I don’t think I’ll miss anything here. This is because I know I will survive anywhere else. And I will be so sorry for the company to have this type of people kept and the nice type of people leave. Suddenly I understand why Velerie just left before a few months getting her 15K if she stays. It’s just so disgusted of staying on and endures these people where 15K can’t buy your dignity!
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