Yesterday went out to have dinner with Jess. We were talking all sort of things and mostly nothing really important...ha! That's one thing about friends. Anyway, as we were chatting my landlord msg us to "discuss" about continuing the tenant contract. Not really a discussion as he already made up his mind. SGD1500 mthly and a two years contract. He is being smart and playing safe as currently the market is not in its "normal" and steady stage, Everyone is giving ridiculous price. But I see this won't last long. So, he wanna play safe by asking for 2 years contract, At least one year later if the market crashed, he still and will receive SGD 1500 monthly. What can I say? Gotto look at other option meanwhile see what can we do.Then Damon suggest he buy a place and rent it Jess. Ha!
Ping would be happy as he always wanted me to stay nearer to him. But transportation ia always something I am concern about. Now, currently I am paying about SGD 100 for transport to work and he pay about SGD270. It will be extra SGD1840 a year for me.
Money money money...I hate to think about the reality. Money can't buy me happiness. But indeed it cause alot of troubles.
Now my teeth also start giving me trouble. Need to see dentist soon. As I was calling to make appointment, she said there's a slot at 1130 today. Then later she call back to say that 30 minute slot is not enough. So, now it's delayed to Friday. Phew...part of me feel released. I guess I still have fear with dentist. Scare scare~~~~
Monday, July 30, 2007
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Sad...
A day by myself...alone.
Though I sometimes does enjoy being alone, but today I wish I have someone to have meal with. Especially my mum just went back to KL.
The day my mum left, I cried. Not that it was the 1st time we were apart. But, this time round when she visited me in S'pore, I really felt she look older than the last time I saw her. Listen to what was bothering her really make me feel sad. I just wish I could help her.
Then,because I suddenly cried (not in front of her of coz) but Ping was there. I guess he must be wondering what happen, even what have he done...haha...I tears silently and he just keep wiping it away, but it just couldnt be stop.
My mum had no idea that I cried, and I asked Ping to keep her accompany. Moment like this, I am glad Ping was here...
Though I sometimes does enjoy being alone, but today I wish I have someone to have meal with. Especially my mum just went back to KL.
The day my mum left, I cried. Not that it was the 1st time we were apart. But, this time round when she visited me in S'pore, I really felt she look older than the last time I saw her. Listen to what was bothering her really make me feel sad. I just wish I could help her.
Then,because I suddenly cried (not in front of her of coz) but Ping was there. I guess he must be wondering what happen, even what have he done...haha...I tears silently and he just keep wiping it away, but it just couldnt be stop.
My mum had no idea that I cried, and I asked Ping to keep her accompany. Moment like this, I am glad Ping was here...
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
.................
I know you sometimes get carried away...
I know you don't mean to hurt me...
And I know you were sad when I am sad...
I understand what you trying to explain...rationally...
But I don't know how to forgive...emotionally...
While I am sad, I am also angry...
I even wonder if you miss me like I miss you...
While I know I can never be your priority....
Can I just make you less important to me?
I know you don't mean to hurt me...
And I know you were sad when I am sad...
I understand what you trying to explain...rationally...
But I don't know how to forgive...emotionally...
While I am sad, I am also angry...
I even wonder if you miss me like I miss you...
While I know I can never be your priority....
Can I just make you less important to me?
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Kani, Maldives ~ 25th-29th June
It was a holidays that I've been looking forward to since early January. The exam thing has really exshauted me out and I really really need this holidays. What's more my holiday destination is the dream place of all couples-MALDIVES!!!!
Yes! Before the trip, we checked the weather forecast claim to be having thunder storm the whole week. Well, having faith that we'll bring the sun (actually we are left with no choice), there we go!
Fortunately is SUNNY through out the 5 days we were in Kani. The locals said that the days before we were there, it was a rainny week. Hahaha...call me the "Sun Babe"!
The 1st ET connection under the sun!
Carols was use to built houses in Maldives but was then banned to preserve the thousand year old treasure of the ocean. It is known to be solid and could even hold up through the aggresive Tsunami attack. How Amazing!
Proffesional? Hmmm....
Guess what is this? It's the leisure chairs that you see everywhere in the island.Yupe, you simply sit on the net. Though I am not sure if it is comfortable though...
Sunset.Water Splashes from the Speed Boat.Breeze.Spirit Calming.
Relax........
Don't take the sunset for granted!
Papaprazi Victory!
Don't you just love the combination?
................*speechless*
The two cute serving maids of the day!=)
Night is never that naturally colourful!
Swimming pool? Sea? Where and which one ?
Yes! Before the trip, we checked the weather forecast claim to be having thunder storm the whole week. Well, having faith that we'll bring the sun (actually we are left with no choice), there we go!
Fortunately is SUNNY through out the 5 days we were in Kani. The locals said that the days before we were there, it was a rainny week. Hahaha...call me the "Sun Babe"!
The 1st ET connection under the sun!
Carols was use to built houses in Maldives but was then banned to preserve the thousand year old treasure of the ocean. It is known to be solid and could even hold up through the aggresive Tsunami attack. How Amazing!
Proffesional? Hmmm.... 
Guess what is this? It's the leisure chairs that you see everywhere in the island.Yupe, you simply sit on the net. Though I am not sure if it is comfortable though...
Sunset.Water Splashes from the Speed Boat.Breeze.Spirit Calming.
Relax........
Don't take the sunset for granted! 
Papaprazi Victory!
Don't you just love the combination?
................*speechless*
The two cute serving maids of the day!=)
Night is never that naturally colourful! 
Swimming pool? Sea? Where and which one ? This is only a small part of pictures that I took. More to come!!! =) Envy? =P
Monday, July 02, 2007
Catherine's Wedding!!!
It's Catherine's wedding!!! She has been telling me about this since last year and of course I won't miss it! It's a lovely wedding and Cat was never as beautiful and radiant as yesterday. No wonder people says woman is most beautiful on their wedding day.
Nope! This is me and Ping! Not the marrying couple!
I like my little black dress. 1st time wearing since I bought it last year.
Fr L-R: Jeanie,Me and Shidah. Can you tell Shidah just gave birth?
Me and Ping again. =P My tanned neck line from Male still visible.Ha!
Sher and I. Small girl that have big appetide and never grow side way.How I wish...
Nope! This is me and Ping! Not the marrying couple!
I like my little black dress. 1st time wearing since I bought it last year.
Fr L-R: Jeanie,Me and Shidah. Can you tell Shidah just gave birth?
Me and Ping again. =P My tanned neck line from Male still visible.Ha!
Sher and I. Small girl that have big appetide and never grow side way.How I wish...Well, u guys must be wondering where is the bride and her man! Haha...Well, I have yet to get a chance to take picture with them with my camera as she is so busy that night. But I did got a few shots with her by the proffesional. So, till I got the pic from her...MATA NE!
Monday, June 25, 2007
Kani, Kani, Kani...
It's 8.20 in the morning and in 12 hours time I'll be on my flight to Male, Maldives. Yeahhhhh!
As this is the "last" holidays I got for this year. Yes, you didn't hear me wrongly. It's my last leave available as I have used up all my leaves for my exam.So I guess for the next two years, things will be pretty much the same. =(
Anyway, as I was saying, this is the "last" holidays I got. Ping and I were having a hard time deciding where to go and what to do. As it's summer in most the places where we wanted to go, we decided for another "beach" trip! Last year's Bintan trip leave us with pleasnt memories with Club Med, so we decided to go for another one. Deciding between Japan and Kani,Maldives. We decided on Maldives although we had always said that's for honeymoon. Taking into consideration that it's relatively cheaper and more convinient ( you just need to obtained visa on arrival). Kani, here we come!!!
Well, better start packing now...=)
As this is the "last" holidays I got for this year. Yes, you didn't hear me wrongly. It's my last leave available as I have used up all my leaves for my exam.So I guess for the next two years, things will be pretty much the same. =(
Anyway, as I was saying, this is the "last" holidays I got. Ping and I were having a hard time deciding where to go and what to do. As it's summer in most the places where we wanted to go, we decided for another "beach" trip! Last year's Bintan trip leave us with pleasnt memories with Club Med, so we decided to go for another one. Deciding between Japan and Kani,Maldives. We decided on Maldives although we had always said that's for honeymoon. Taking into consideration that it's relatively cheaper and more convinient ( you just need to obtained visa on arrival). Kani, here we come!!!
Well, better start packing now...=)
Sunday, June 17, 2007
The Engagement Hits!!!
Suddenly everyone around me are getting marry. Ha!
My second brother who claim to have "marridge phobia" suddenly decide to marry his girlfriend of 6 years.
My housemates, Jess who was with her boyfriend for 3 months accepted his propose! Wow!!!!
Everyone in my house is getting marry!!!
It sort of give me an itch and wonder when will be my turn. But like Ping said, everything is uncertain now and in 2 years time it shall be. I guess he has everything planned. Somehow I am not surprise why Jess agree to marry Damon after being togather for only 3 months. I guess when you are so deeply in love, getting marry seem to be the final path you two end up at.
As for me and Ping, things were slightly different. When we first started, we were still trying to figure out each other. We never mention " i love you" until we were certain how we feel...That was like after half a year we were togather? I guess we were both "careful" of what we say as we do not want to give each other uncertain commitment.The idea of getting marry was just occur recently and I guess we both carefully moving towards the same goal.
As for how things will turn out, we'll see...=)
My second brother who claim to have "marridge phobia" suddenly decide to marry his girlfriend of 6 years.
My housemates, Jess who was with her boyfriend for 3 months accepted his propose! Wow!!!!
Everyone in my house is getting marry!!!
It sort of give me an itch and wonder when will be my turn. But like Ping said, everything is uncertain now and in 2 years time it shall be. I guess he has everything planned. Somehow I am not surprise why Jess agree to marry Damon after being togather for only 3 months. I guess when you are so deeply in love, getting marry seem to be the final path you two end up at.
As for me and Ping, things were slightly different. When we first started, we were still trying to figure out each other. We never mention " i love you" until we were certain how we feel...That was like after half a year we were togather? I guess we were both "careful" of what we say as we do not want to give each other uncertain commitment.The idea of getting marry was just occur recently and I guess we both carefully moving towards the same goal.
As for how things will turn out, we'll see...=)
Monday, June 11, 2007
Call me alcoholic!!!
Feel like drinking these days... I guess is the thought of going to Kani,Maldives having a sunny holiday gave me this thought. Imagine bringing a bottle of red wine, walk along the calming beach in the middle of the night, with your loved one, of coz...^o^
Is the moment like this I don't mind being drunk...
Monday, May 28, 2007
This is reality...
I am dying to talk to somebody. Is in a moment like this, I felt sad…
I am “force” to take responsibility into something that not fully my responsibility. Is sort of like the time when I am working with my boss and he sort of blame it to me when a customer complaint. I fear that this time it might be another just another time…but then is different. At least put into comparison, my boss is far better than this guy!
He was so stressed over the problem and he simply throw tantrum to customer and colleagues and I am just waiting…I know…don’t ask me why. When it comes to this human dark side of “dirty” thinking, I realized that I know exactly what he is up to. Is like watching a movie character, performing life show in front of you. Then slowly, I am just waiting…as he began to speak : “you know, I have to make a decision…” Cleaver act as he is telling me: Look, is my call! Not yours!. He said “we gotto come up with something that cover us!” Well, what he really meant was, cover him. “I am gonna tell boss about this, I am gonna said, I take in your word as what you reported and this happen and we are truly sorry.” Wow…see that? How cleaver is he? To have just put all the responsibility to me, and leave me the one who be blamed? I left no choice but to agreed. Well…actually I have a choice, if I need to do it, I will…But is not me to confront him. I have 7 days to face him and till this duty is done, I shall see…
Often I come to this point where I felt foolish of being upset over these things. But this dirty politic act is everywhere… You just got to live with it. I guess it make me a person who I am today.
One day if I leave this job, I don’t think I’ll miss anything here. This is because I know I will survive anywhere else. And I will be so sorry for the company to have this type of people kept and the nice type of people leave. Suddenly I understand why Velerie just left before a few months getting her 15K if she stays. It’s just so disgusted of staying on and endures these people where 15K can’t buy your dignity!
I am “force” to take responsibility into something that not fully my responsibility. Is sort of like the time when I am working with my boss and he sort of blame it to me when a customer complaint. I fear that this time it might be another just another time…but then is different. At least put into comparison, my boss is far better than this guy!
He was so stressed over the problem and he simply throw tantrum to customer and colleagues and I am just waiting…I know…don’t ask me why. When it comes to this human dark side of “dirty” thinking, I realized that I know exactly what he is up to. Is like watching a movie character, performing life show in front of you. Then slowly, I am just waiting…as he began to speak : “you know, I have to make a decision…” Cleaver act as he is telling me: Look, is my call! Not yours!. He said “we gotto come up with something that cover us!” Well, what he really meant was, cover him. “I am gonna tell boss about this, I am gonna said, I take in your word as what you reported and this happen and we are truly sorry.” Wow…see that? How cleaver is he? To have just put all the responsibility to me, and leave me the one who be blamed? I left no choice but to agreed. Well…actually I have a choice, if I need to do it, I will…But is not me to confront him. I have 7 days to face him and till this duty is done, I shall see…
Often I come to this point where I felt foolish of being upset over these things. But this dirty politic act is everywhere… You just got to live with it. I guess it make me a person who I am today.
One day if I leave this job, I don’t think I’ll miss anything here. This is because I know I will survive anywhere else. And I will be so sorry for the company to have this type of people kept and the nice type of people leave. Suddenly I understand why Velerie just left before a few months getting her 15K if she stays. It’s just so disgusted of staying on and endures these people where 15K can’t buy your dignity!
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
LaSt LaP..
What is done is done and it can't be undone...So, accept the fate and move on!!!
Yesterday's paper was tricky. Unusual questions and somehow felt that past days of effort is wasted. Haiz... But also there's a little voice deep inside my heart tell me that I could have done better, if only...ha!
Well, let the past be the past and I shall concentrate on tomorrow's paper. After which I will enjoy my break!!! Like what Jessey said, I deserved it! =P
Last lap..till I am done with the course, there's always another lap to go!!!
P/S: My friends out there...I'll be back in KL from 2nd -4th of June. Shall meet up with ya soon! Do make reservation in advance k? haha...
Yesterday's paper was tricky. Unusual questions and somehow felt that past days of effort is wasted. Haiz... But also there's a little voice deep inside my heart tell me that I could have done better, if only...ha!
Well, let the past be the past and I shall concentrate on tomorrow's paper. After which I will enjoy my break!!! Like what Jessey said, I deserved it! =P
Last lap..till I am done with the course, there's always another lap to go!!!
P/S: My friends out there...I'll be back in KL from 2nd -4th of June. Shall meet up with ya soon! Do make reservation in advance k? haha...
Sunday, May 20, 2007
I am so proud of you!!!
My little brother Wen Jiun was choosen as one of the winners of HP notebook's skin design competition. Only 9 were selected in Malaysia. This is the first time in his life that he ever won something. He is never a academic kind of person. But had always show his passion for art and designing. I am so proud of him as I see him work so hard and this definately is a confidence booster to him.
As for me...tired is the overall description of my physical condition. Really run out of time on revision for my last two papers. Yet there are too much to study. How I wish I could study non-stop without feeling tired. Time is running out, I know. I just wanna cover as much as I can. Definately gonna spot question for IBM. No no for anyone facing an important exam like this. But I have no choice but to do so. As for PBF, shall score in my section B, the calculation. Oh God, wish I can have a super brain that remember everything I read. Didn't they said, woman have better memory than guy? Why didn't it apply here?
Give me more time pls!!!!
As for me...tired is the overall description of my physical condition. Really run out of time on revision for my last two papers. Yet there are too much to study. How I wish I could study non-stop without feeling tired. Time is running out, I know. I just wanna cover as much as I can. Definately gonna spot question for IBM. No no for anyone facing an important exam like this. But I have no choice but to do so. As for PBF, shall score in my section B, the calculation. Oh God, wish I can have a super brain that remember everything I read. Didn't they said, woman have better memory than guy? Why didn't it apply here?
Give me more time pls!!!!
Monday, May 14, 2007
没有你的日子。。。
没有你的日子
其实也没什么不一样
一样的生活
呼吸着一样的空气
仍然为同样的问题困扰
仍然没有答案
然后我想
这表示着什么吗
见面的时候我依然开心
可不见面思念的感觉渐渐麻痹
已经学会不在乎了
已经开始习惯了
接下来的日子没有你
我会好好的
三年来的独自生活
我和寂寞相处地很好
虽然偶尔牵挂
但还是会习惯
其实也没什么不一样
一样的生活
呼吸着一样的空气
仍然为同样的问题困扰
仍然没有答案
然后我想
这表示着什么吗
见面的时候我依然开心
可不见面思念的感觉渐渐麻痹
已经学会不在乎了
已经开始习惯了
接下来的日子没有你
我会好好的
三年来的独自生活
我和寂寞相处地很好
虽然偶尔牵挂
但还是会习惯
Friday, May 11, 2007
做一个快乐的大近视
和朋友谈起这个话题是因为她在自己的户口表示：
有谁可以在乎我？我需要一点爱来坚持下去。。。
A: 我来爱你！ 要坚持哦！
L；谢谢你！我很需要被人爱。。。
A：其实有没有想过为什么人需要爱？是需要，还是寂寞？
L；我也不知道，只是一种感觉，想要被爱。。。
A：我想原因很可能是人希望被需要，其实我们都是寂寞的动物。
L：希望被需要＝渴望被爱。应该不是寂寞。。。因为人生很精彩，每一天都过得很充实。
A：可是你知道吗？尽管我现在一边工作，一边读书，我还是很寂寞。
L：我的是有点“空空”的感觉。
A：笨蛋！那不是寂寞，是什么？
L：不是寂寞，寂寞太夸张了。寂寞不等于空虚。寂寞太可悲了。
A：或许我的感觉和你不一样吧？我觉得是寂寞，你却认为是空虚。寂寞不可悲，因为人本来就
要面对寂寞。空虚对我来说是不知道自己要什么，很可怕。我害怕寂寞，更怕空虚。
L：或许就象你说的，我根本不知道自己要的是什么。无论是爱情还是未来，能看到的都很模糊
。让人很没有安全感。
A：我明白，因为就算我现在有份工作，也在读书。未来会是怎样，我还是不懂。我想没有人能
很肯定自己的未来吧？不过我的朋友对我说：YOU ARE ON THE RIGHT TRACK！我想只
能这样吧？因为不知道自己要的是什么，所以只能做眼前的事。就当自己是个大近视，没有
眼镜，没办法！就只好小心翼翼地看着眼前的东西，慢慢地走。至少眼前还是清晰的，太远
的就别看别想！
有谁可以在乎我？我需要一点爱来坚持下去。。。
A: 我来爱你！ 要坚持哦！
L；谢谢你！我很需要被人爱。。。
A：其实有没有想过为什么人需要爱？是需要，还是寂寞？
L；我也不知道，只是一种感觉，想要被爱。。。
A：我想原因很可能是人希望被需要，其实我们都是寂寞的动物。
L：希望被需要＝渴望被爱。应该不是寂寞。。。因为人生很精彩，每一天都过得很充实。
A：可是你知道吗？尽管我现在一边工作，一边读书，我还是很寂寞。
L：我的是有点“空空”的感觉。
A：笨蛋！那不是寂寞，是什么？
L：不是寂寞，寂寞太夸张了。寂寞不等于空虚。寂寞太可悲了。
A：或许我的感觉和你不一样吧？我觉得是寂寞，你却认为是空虚。寂寞不可悲，因为人本来就
要面对寂寞。空虚对我来说是不知道自己要什么，很可怕。我害怕寂寞，更怕空虚。
L：或许就象你说的，我根本不知道自己要的是什么。无论是爱情还是未来，能看到的都很模糊
。让人很没有安全感。
A：我明白，因为就算我现在有份工作，也在读书。未来会是怎样，我还是不懂。我想没有人能
很肯定自己的未来吧？不过我的朋友对我说：YOU ARE ON THE RIGHT TRACK！我想只
能这样吧？因为不知道自己要的是什么，所以只能做眼前的事。就当自己是个大近视，没有
眼镜，没办法！就只好小心翼翼地看着眼前的东西，慢慢地走。至少眼前还是清晰的，太远
的就别看别想！
I know...
When do you know a guy is truly in love with you?
When he sees you, his eyes lights up...
When do you know he could be the one?
When he sees you bare face and still thinks you are the prettiest...
When do you know he will not leave you no matter what?
When you make him upset yet he blame himself but not you...
When do you know...
Well, I just know...
When he sees you, his eyes lights up...
When do you know he could be the one?
When he sees you bare face and still thinks you are the prettiest...
When do you know he will not leave you no matter what?
When you make him upset yet he blame himself but not you...
When do you know...
Well, I just know...
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Monday, May 07, 2007
A Taste of Home...
You know when you have nice collegues? When they are more like family than workmates? It heart warming...
We are family.
From the left: Tham, Edwin, me and Charmaine
A taste of home....
We are family.From the left: Tham, Edwin, me and Charmaine
eAt OuT!!!
Eat out today. Went to the NewYork NewYork in CityHall Link and had a great meal. Espeacially the crunchy mushroom that we had!!! Was amazed how such a simple food been so delicious. Yum Yum....
After a delightful meal. We went on to have out dessert at Novena. Saw channel 5 introducing this hong kong cafe and tempted to give it a try. Well, bad move!
The dessert which is our favourite whenever Ping and I visited HK is rather so so...Not up to the standard that we expected. The worst thing is the French Toast. Claimed to be both the chef's and local TV recommendation, it is rather horrible. I had one bite and both of us look at each other...YUCKS!!! Never a french toast that bad! Suppecting that it was the oil they used, we decided to leave.
Well, lesson learned. Never believe 100% on what the TV says. As for the TV hosts, you guys must speak your heart...It's called "social responsibility" kay?
Friday, May 04, 2007
Be alone....
4:55 a.m.
No one awake but me...
Since coming back, I was looking forward to meet Ping and yet I didn't really lay my eyes on him yesterday when he came over.I guess I am just too tired of waiting...
Somehow when he left, I felt awake again and feeling sad, I had my yogurt to comfort me...*Sob sob*
Sometimes I just wish he could be more sensitive. But he is often the time careless... I know, after all, that's difference between guys and gals... It just sometime make me tired and depressed.
Expecting a msg from him when he got home. Yet, my phone remain silent.
Called home yesterday. Feels good talking to mum, the one who is always there for me.
Might be the exam blues that's killing me right now. But I shall slow everything down...need some time for myself...
No one awake but me...
Since coming back, I was looking forward to meet Ping and yet I didn't really lay my eyes on him yesterday when he came over.I guess I am just too tired of waiting...
Somehow when he left, I felt awake again and feeling sad, I had my yogurt to comfort me...*Sob sob*
Sometimes I just wish he could be more sensitive. But he is often the time careless... I know, after all, that's difference between guys and gals... It just sometime make me tired and depressed.
Expecting a msg from him when he got home. Yet, my phone remain silent.
Called home yesterday. Feels good talking to mum, the one who is always there for me.
Might be the exam blues that's killing me right now. But I shall slow everything down...need some time for myself...
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
BeSt wAy tO LoSt WeIgHt....
Over the past 5 days, I have discovered the best way to lose weight is...
1) Missing somebody badly
2) When somebody getting on your nerve
3) You are eating yet you are not
4) Working too hard
Just hope this weight losing is not an unhealthy sign of my body...hitting the new record...
1) Missing somebody badly
2) When somebody getting on your nerve
3) You are eating yet you are not
4) Working too hard
Just hope this weight losing is not an unhealthy sign of my body...hitting the new record...
Saturday, March 31, 2007
我就是在炫耀！
对啦！对啦！ 我就是在炫耀！
每次出国他都会带回点东西回来。虽然不是什么贵重（有时是很贵啦！〕的东西。但是，每次都很贴心哦！
最近忙着准备考试，心理和身体都有点受不了。各种问题让我有点喘不过气来，于是我也比平时爱撒娇。（他可能也觉得：宝贝，最近也太会撒娇了吧？〕可是，他应该还满喜欢的吧？＝P
心理年龄任性地变成3岁；身体却是无可奈何的40岁。。。累。对于我这样的转变，他一贯地用“不变因百变”来应付，哈哈！可搞不好他其实也没发觉。。。所以结论是他可能是“处机不变”，不然就是“迟钝过人”！ 哈！
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