Loneliness...maybe not!

1st May,2005. 5:58p.m.

As I was taking a bus back to my place, I was thinking about the blogs that I've wrote today! How stupid! Obviously, loneliness is not caused by "auntie visit" such a lame excuse coz u can't have auntie visit for the total whole month!!!!...and perhaps you can't find a reason to explain why people are feeling lonely. Well...well...well...maybe I shouldn't crack my head with such heavy topic! Poor Alice...!So, I decided to delete the blogs as I find it's does no good for anyone to read it. Perhaps, not many have seen it! Well, jst in case...

Today is PH. Everywhere is crowded with people. And I had a bad lunch. Have not been eating well.It makes me reminds of how well my mum can cook and how I used to complain that she is cooking the same thing again and again. Well,that's human being.We don't seem to appreciate things when we have them. It always become more precious when we lost them.MAybe it's the memories that make it so beautiful...

Talking about my mum...mother's day is jst ard the corner. Do anyone believe that I hav nvr celebrate mother's day with my mum? In fact, my family seem to be the weird ones who doesn't celebrate any special days except chinese new year and mid-autum festival. We don't even celebrate birthday. Don't mistaken us as a falling apart-broken family. In fact, we are so close that, none of these days seem to make sense to us. Why do u hav to wait til mother's day to tell ur mum how much you love her? Why do we hav to give each other present and treat each other a good meal only during the "special days"? So, start telling ur mum, u love her ( tell ur dad too, jst in case he got jeolous...haha),treat ur family members a good meal...if they ask why,simply tell them : becoz we r family! Ha...touching right? not trying to make u tear or cry...jst think tat we should be more expressive when it comes to telling ur loves one how much you love them...before it's to late !*sob sob*