Priority In Life...

21st May 2005, 9:54a.m.

Wonder what happen to me, have not sleeping well since...I went back to M'sia. Even though I slept as late as 2 a.m. this morning, I still wake up at 6:30 a.m. *haiz*

Anyway, when u can't go back to sleep, is no point pushing urself too much. What I normally do is I 'll jst get out fr the bed, go have a nice cup of coffee(caffeine addicted...not good!),read books or go online. So I went online and read this interesting article about a psychology test.

There r five animals here: tiger, monkey, peacock, elephant and dog.
Imagine yourself going into a strange jungle togather with this animals. Becoz of some reason, u have to give them up one by one.

STOP!!!! Before u read further, ask urself:Which one will u give up first? Arrange by sequence.

I did the test myself,and my answer is peacock, monkey, tiger,elephant and dog.
I guess out of 10 people, most of them will give up peacock first. Reason? As simple as peacock is a beautiful animal but doesnt help you much when it comes to surviving matter.

Okay, what does all these animals actually represent?

Peacock- ur companion/lover
Tiger- ur desire towards money and rights
Elephant- ur parents
dog- ur friends
monkey-ur children

As for me, I don't think I am that kind of person who will give up on my close one during the most difficult situation. So, I thought this test is nothing but a total crap.So, I asked my friends the same question and he gave me a different answer,which is he'll give up tiger first, follow by monkey,elephant, peacock, dog.Reason for him is tiger means pride n strength to him, which he don't need that. Monkey is mischievous, elephant the 3rd coz he still need it at first, dog the last coz it mean loyalty to him. But one thing he couldn't figure out himself is why he didn't give up peacock first. He said peacock is something beautiful and with not much use.Y not give up ...he wonder.

Isn't it just like in a relationship. You know it's beautiful but sometimes you drop into this misery that it brings no good to u...y r u still so into it, and can't seem to give up...haha...
Another person gave me this answer: peacock is so beautiful yet it has no strength to protect itself, so of coz u can't give it up first. Then, i realize something...most of us love ourself more than anything else. In the process of making decision, we often make the decision that considering what can other gave in. Why not the other way round? What can we give...????