FaLLinG iN LoVe OnE mOrE tImE...

31st July 2005

Went to Cafe Cartel with Jess today...lazing around,taking our own sweet time to have our lunch...This is our favourite place to laze...not that the food is fantastic or what.Simply because here,we can sit as long as we want,take as much time as we want to have a meal and NO ONE will come and interupt!

Lately, has been the topic between me and Jess.My last relationship was almost 1 1/2 years ago. And it scares me...Not that I met a nasty guy and had a bad relationship. Is just that I know that relationship involve alot of commitment and most of all, you must be comfortable being with him.Most importantly,you need to see yourself growing old with him,and accept him totally. Same vs.

When Jess told me how her teamboy thinks about me and say "can try to know me better".Does this meant that he is interested on me? Or just simply being nice.Well, deep down inseide I hope to know him better,trying to open myself to the possibility to get into another relationship.Yet,the fear is there...I guess I just need a little more courage and being irrational a little to stuck my head into it.No...that's not what I want. Frankly,I think I am not an easy girl to please.