Monday, May 01, 2006

BcK 2 rEaLiTy...

1st May 2006

I am very tired...both physically and mentally. Just got back from KL after a long weekend. I miss my family.It has been quite a while since I last went home. It's great to be at home,to be pamper and to be care like a princess.

Yet when I come back to S'pore.Is back to reality. There are so many things to settle and somehow I felt I am really out of time and energy. I need someone to hold me tight and reassure that I am doing fine. But it's not me to be defeated. I can't bare to be defeated. That's what make me continue.

Got mail from SIM saying that I've been offer a place.Then the next thing is I gotto pay my tuition fee,$4200 per year,one shot...Though I have long prepare to pay this big sum of money yet it's still scare me hell out that I am actually paying it. I guess I never had to pay such a big bill in my life before. Somehow, it put me to think about how am I gonna cope? Am I mentally ready for all these? God, I am scared...real scared...

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