oVeRcOme . pOSeiDoN . sUrViVing . fOuNd

27th May 2006

OVERCOME

Wake up as early as 0645 hrs despite having only slept for 4 hours. Feeling shitty just like yesterday. I need to talk. So I called home. Finally talking to my dad and get the whole thing clearly understand. I felt better after that. Though it make no changes to anything. But at least, I felt whole lots better. I guess I hate it when things lost control and I learned, if you do not want anything to lost its control, take control!!!

POSEIDON

Went for a movie with Derrick and his friend(forgot his name, i think is Gary) haha...Anyway, we watch the movie name Poseidon. At first I didn't have the mood to come out at all.But I guess when you are feeling down and you wanna turn it around. You can't just sit there and wait for something good to happen. So I decided to go out and who knows? something nice might happen.

The movie is quite nice. Turn out to be quite a breath taking and tight with story line's movie. However, something was missing...but I just don't know what is it.

SURVIVING

It has been a whole day now and I am still surviving. In fact with the help of Derrick, I got something for myself. Then I decide, if ever any unhappy incident occur, I will buy myself a gift. I also buy Ping a gift, as I felt strongly to give him one. Though none of our birthday is near but I guess giving never need a reason. I guess this little trick do worked. I am feeling happy now.

FOUND

I am back to my old self. The girl who go so emotional and angry have gone and I am back to my old self. I am just so glad that Ping stays with me that night where things happend and I felt so lost. I know he is tired but the fact that he stay gave me strength to be strong.