Speak up!

Yes...I have said it.

For weeks...I have been stuggling to speak up. Wanting so much to tell yet afraid to hurt.
Surely he felt it. I know. But he just wouldn't say it.
So the more he remain silent, the more frustraited I am. I certainly doesnt help when my friend was complaining about her boyfriend and almost break down in tears. Am mine any better? Somehow the image of her boyfriend overlap with mine. God, give me a break!

So, I have told him. Pleading him to tell me what is he really thinking. No more Mr. Nice Guy! Throw me your tantrum if you want. Tell me you are as irritate as I am . I want nothing buut the truth...Please...