Sunday, July 31, 2005

FaLLinG iN LoVe OnE mOrE tImE...

31st July 2005

Went to Cafe Cartel with Jess today...lazing around,taking our own sweet time to have our lunch...This is our favourite place to laze...not that the food is fantastic or what.Simply because here,we can sit as long as we want,take as much time as we want to have a meal and NO ONE will come and interupt!

Lately, has been the topic between me and Jess.My last relationship was almost 1 1/2 years ago. And it scares me...Not that I met a nasty guy and had a bad relationship. Is just that I know that relationship involve alot of commitment and most of all, you must be comfortable being with him.Most importantly,you need to see yourself growing old with him,and accept him totally. Same vs.

When Jess told me how her teamboy thinks about me and say "can try to know me better".Does this meant that he is interested on me? Or just simply being nice.Well, deep down inseide I hope to know him better,trying to open myself to the possibility to get into another relationship.Yet,the fear is there...I guess I just need a little more courage and being irrational a little to stuck my head into it.No...that's not what I want. Frankly,I think I am not an easy girl to please.

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Blogs. Typhoon.

16th July 2005;3:52p.m.;S'pore Changi Airport

getting a lot of feed back regarding my blogs...start to get a little feary bout the power of blogs.Well, i m no author of a book or what.I don't wanna be responsible for what you feel or think after reading my blogs.Jess described my blog as "dramatic" where I just simply record what happen in my daily life that touches inner sentimental part of me.Should I be more careful of what I write or say?Then I will become what derrick described as hiding behind the wall...
Oh ya,what am I doing in the airport at such a time?well, am going to taipei for holidays with my mum,aunt and cousin as i mentioned ealier in my chinese blogs.(too bad for those who cant read chinese:P) Just as I was getting excited of my taipei trip, thanks to derrick, you stupid idiot,telling me bout the typhoon.Well, i know you must be thinking: "hey, i m not the one who caused the typhoon!!" i know...haha...

Anyway, am still on my way to taipei whether there are typhoon or not. Hopefully it's a small typhoon that chase away the humidity.I am always lucky,wonder if this time round is still the same.

P/S:till i come back fr taipei, ling er, i will personally write u a blogs, telling ppl what we did during our silly childhood.Btw,HE IS CUTE!!!!:P

Monday, July 11, 2005

TO ALICIA TAN HUEY CHAI...

This is suppose to be a individual msg to my "beloved" and to be "hated" cousin sister who stay far away from me right now...lucky you or I'll strangle you till death!!!Looking at the title(is in capital letter) and the words (is bloody red),can u imagine how deeply I "love" you,dear HUEY ER?

Just called home and realiase what you have done to me...OH MY GOD!!! How can you tell my mum I'm blogging?And what's more you show her my blogs? Isn't it suppose to be a common understanding that to not to tell to the "elders" about the blogs? Of coz as a blogger, I don't mind anyone reading my blogs or else why blogs?But then again...anyone doesn't include my MUM and AUNTIES and UNCLES...who else have you tell anyway? @%$%^%^&^&*

Well, thanks to you, I finally confirm something bout my mum. SHE IS STRANGE!!! Being a mother, she have always have funny and unusual logic about life. Of coz I m not gonna share this is here, as it's unsafe now! :P But anyone who wanna know about it, feel free to msg me.Ha! Well, just one thing I can tell you, after reading my blogs and stuff in friendster, her only comment is :"Why did you put me n your dad's photo on friendster, that one is ugly,we have other nicer one!!!!" MUM~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well,well...Ms. Alicia Tan Huey Chai, you won't get away from this for long. I will be bck during August! Let's meet up, catch up some old time...and u know...get things settled. Till then, I'll leave you in peace for now...

Correction: Is Alicia Tan Huey Tsair. My "sincere" appology to my pig head cousin!!!!

Sunday, July 10, 2005

NaMes...

很喜欢帮别人翻译名字。当然我的华语还没好到能够翻译得很好。於是奇奇怪怪的名字就出现了。例如:JESSLYN-洁士琳,有点像清洁剂的牌子。每当我这样说时,她都会很生气。JENNIFER-洁妮花,很乡土可是很有亲切感。JORDAN-佐顿,还不赖吧?

或许有人会因为我胡乱帮他们译名而生气。然而我却觉得这有点好笑之余,也为彼此留下印象。大概是前男友留给我的习惯吧?他喜欢把COFFEE BEAN叫作咖啡豆。每当我经过“咖啡豆”时,我就会想起他。。。

P/S: DERRICK 刚刚看了我的BLOGS(就是上面这些他所谓的“CRAP”),於是我好玩地帮他译名。结果,DERRICK-德力克。他说听起来像HORLLICK。

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Oh, ChINeSe...dRiViNg mE nUtS!!!

Seem like my experimental blogs is a sucessful one(well at least i thought so...) haha...I should do it more often then. Is funny, I speak chinese at home since young and have always like chinese very much. But somehow or rather, I can express myself better in english...weird! Jess often told me that I speak chinese in a very funny accent. And Jennifer wouldnt speak chinese with me though she do that with Jess. She said it is just so funny to speak chinese with me...Until one day I am so desperate...PLS SPEAK CHINESE TO ME !!!!

haha...of coz, no one wanna speak chinese with me. Reason they give me is the same : It's so funny!!! WHY?????What so funny about my chinese? I am getting a bit irritated now!

I remember when I was young, when adult says I am Hakka, I would deny and said that I am "华语人”(hua yu ren). To me the logic is, when you speak hakka, that make u a hakka;so since I speak chinese(华语), I am a “华语人”! ha! Sensible I am since young :)

eXpErImEnTaL BlOgS...

This is just a experiment...trying to write blogs in chinese...haha! YES! U didnt hear me wrongly, IN CHINESE!!!!

心情有点兴奋,这两天忙着在网上找资料,因为月中会和妈妈、三姨和三才(我表弟的名字,奇怪吧?我觉得蛮有禅的味道)到台湾旅行。这是我工作以来,第一次带妈妈去旅行。看到妈妈像孩子般地兴奋,不停追问我们的旅行计划,心里感觉暖暖的。

刚从北京回来,天气很热。惨了!一想到台湾现在同样是夏天,我不禁为自己的失策感到愚蠢。虽然我自持有“晒不黑”的皮肤。但是。。。但是。。。不代表我的雀斑不会恶化!!!现在想取消当然来不及了。算了,反正台湾有很多好吃的,就当作是小小的代价好了!哈,贪吃鬼!

昨天到市区见永佳、安妮、茄梨(请恕我华语不到家,翻译能力有限! 茄梨=cherrie也!) 永佳一见到我就大叫:“你为什么穿成这样?” 想想我昨天穿了什么?一条红色短裙,白色略露肩上衣,和粉色高跟鞋。哈哈,可能是平常就穿得非常随性,突然那么女人,她不习惯吧?能够带给别人眼前一亮的感觉,效果还蛮不错的!