Friday, March 10, 2006

giRLs NigHt oUt...

9th March 2006

Stayed at home the whole day getting my room packed. Been quite messy recently...

Later in the evening, Jess was back.So me and Jess decided to Suntec to meet Annie and JLo.




In fact I felt a little down actually. Ping was back from ShangHai at 2pm but despite him calling me and offer to coming over to meet me after knowing I am in town,he stayed at home.Same thing happened again...So I am a little sad and decided to go out. Is not very "myself" coz I never like to go out this timing."Kiasi" I called myself...

Well,so here we are in Suntec. Have decided to eat at Crystal Jade and when we went to meet Annie and JLo,they were being asked by this two very good looking model-look-like couple whether they are into modeling.Ha! And when me and Jess were introduce to them by Annie. Jess came up with this idea of telling the guy she works in MNG after he commented about our tops. haha...Didn't realiase me and Jess were wearing the same brand at all. But hey, I must say Jess is very good in convincing people about her story.So, here we are two Mango sales girls.

After politely rejecting them.We went on to have our dinner. During the meal, Ping called and he was quite surprise I wasn't at home. hehe...I guess I sort of wanna let him know that although I am on standby,we could have meet up. I wonder if he ever get the hidden message?

We decided to have a drink in Balacava after the meal. As usual, I ordered fruit punch. Not that I am so against alcohol drink but I seriously don't like alcohol drink at all. The beer taste sucks and the cocktails only reminds me of the syrup medicine we had when we are sick.

As usual Annie and Jess got alot of attention and I guess I kind of get noticed because of them too.Though I doesn't enjoy the "fame" at all...So,we spent a few hour entertaining these people.Conclusion? Meaningless...

Well,my dear finally make an effort to call me during mid-night. But then I guess I am too tired to talk...

Thursday, March 02, 2006

想见你。。。

有没有告诉过你
其实我爱你
不只是喜欢那么简单
我完蛋了 我想

突然间我失去了信心
不知道自己能爱你多久
每一晚入眠
怀着满满的爱与恐惧
害怕醒来的那一刻
昨日的爱意
全然消失

会有那么一天吗
遗忘当初的一切
心里是那么地不安
是我胡思乱想
是太久没有见面的关系吗
是因为你没有联络我的缘故吗

请让我快点见到你
请让明天快点到来
只要见上你一面
心里的忐忑与不安
应该都会消失吧

总是觉得
自己付出得比较多
而你有时表现得不闻不问

是因为你没我爱你多吧
是因为你的心还没完全属于我吧

每每想到这里
心里就好难过
心想自己也不要付出了
这样大家都扯平了

可是脑是这样想
心却是唱反调的
觉得要是我俩都不在乎
这段感情大概也完蛋了吧

於是心甘情愿地
为你的行为找寻借口
安慰自己
你只是不擅表达
其实你爱我比我爱你多
因为越是说不出口的
越是刻苦铭心

但是
为什么不说
不说你爱我

希望你像我想的
只是不想把这句话
挂在嘴边
变成毫无意义的哄话
一定是这样
是这样吧

可是偶而
我是说偶而
也说一说吧
那么让人心动的哄话
偶而也让我听一听
被哄一哄
开一开心

就算是在我睡觉时
悄悄地说
我想我也会在梦里听到
而发出笑声