Scare...scare...

Yesterday went out to have dinner with Jess. We were talking all sort of things and mostly nothing really important...ha! That's one thing about friends. Anyway, as we were chatting my landlord msg us to "discuss" about continuing the tenant contract. Not really a discussion as he already made up his mind. SGD1500 mthly and a two years contract. He is being smart and playing safe as currently the market is not in its "normal" and steady stage, Everyone is giving ridiculous price. But I see this won't last long. So, he wanna play safe by asking for 2 years contract, At least one year later if the market crashed, he still and will receive SGD 1500 monthly. What can I say? Gotto look at other option meanwhile see what can we do.Then Damon suggest he buy a place and rent it Jess. Ha!

Ping would be happy as he always wanted me to stay nearer to him. But transportation ia always something I am concern about. Now, currently I am paying about SGD 100 for transport to work and he pay about SGD270. It will be extra SGD1840 a year for me.

Money money money...I hate to think about the reality. Money can't buy me happiness. But indeed it cause alot of troubles.

Now my teeth also start giving me trouble. Need to see dentist soon. As I was calling to make appointment, she said there's a slot at 1130 today. Then later she call back to say that 30 minute slot is not enough. So, now it's delayed to Friday. Phew...part of me feel released. I guess I still have fear with dentist. Scare scare~~~~

Sad...

A day by myself...alone.

Though I sometimes does enjoy being alone, but today I wish I have someone to have meal with. Especially my mum just went back to KL.

The day my mum left, I cried. Not that it was the 1st time we were apart. But, this time round when she visited me in S'pore, I really felt she look older than the last time I saw her. Listen to what was bothering her really make me feel sad. I just wish I could help her.

Then,because I suddenly cried (not in front of her of coz) but Ping was there. I guess he must be wondering what happen, even what have he done...haha...I tears silently and he just keep wiping it away, but it just couldnt be stop.

My mum had no idea that I cried, and I asked Ping to keep her accompany. Moment like this, I am glad Ping was here...

.................

I know you sometimes get carried away...
I know you don't mean to hurt me...
And I know you were sad when I am sad...

I understand what you trying to explain...rationally...
But I don't know how to forgive...emotionally...

While I am sad, I am also angry...
I even wonder if you miss me like I miss you...

While I know I can never be your priority....
Can I just make you less important to me?

Kani, Maldives ~ 25th-29th June

It was a holidays that I've been looking forward to since early January. The exam thing has really exshauted me out and I really really need this holidays. What's more my holiday destination is the dream place of all couples-MALDIVES!!!!

Yes! Before the trip, we checked the weather forecast claim to be having thunder storm the whole week. Well, having faith that we'll bring the sun (actually we are left with no choice), there we go!

Fortunately is SUNNY through out the 5 days we were in Kani. The locals said that the days before we were there, it was a rainny week. Hahaha...call me the "Sun Babe"!

The 1st ET connection under the sun!

Carols was use to built houses in Maldives but was then banned to preserve the thousand year old treasure of the ocean. It is known to be solid and could even hold up through the aggresive Tsunami attack. How Amazing!

Proffesional? Hmmm....

Guess what is this? It's the leisure chairs that you see everywhere in the island.Yupe, you simply sit on the net. Though I am not sure if it is comfortable though...

Sunset.Water Splashes from the Speed Boat.Breeze.Spirit Calming.

Relax........

Don't take the sunset for granted!

Papaprazi Victory!

Don't you just love the combination?

................*speechless*

The two cute serving maids of the day!=)

Night is never that naturally colourful!

Swimming pool? Sea? Where and which one ?

This is only a small part of pictures that I took. More to come!!! =) Envy? =P

Catherine's Wedding!!!

It's Catherine's wedding!!! She has been telling me about this since last year and of course I won't miss it! It's a lovely wedding and Cat was never as beautiful and radiant as yesterday. No wonder people says woman is most beautiful on their wedding day.

Nope! This is me and Ping! Not the marrying couple!

I like my little black dress. 1st time wearing since I bought it last year.

Fr L-R: Jeanie,Me and Shidah. Can you tell Shidah just gave birth?

Me and Ping again. =P My tanned neck line from Male still visible.Ha!

Sher and I. Small girl that have big appetide and never grow side way.How I wish...

Well, u guys must be wondering where is the bride and her man! Haha...Well, I have yet to get a chance to take picture with them with my camera as she is so busy that night. But I did got a few shots with her by the proffesional. So, till I got the pic from her...MATA NE!