Wednesday, August 31, 2005

I wOnDer WhY...

31st August 2005

I have been keep looking at my watch...taking note of time in S'pore.Reason?God knows...I think I do have some new thought over Ping...but what exactly it is...I don't know.

Well,that day when I came back from Narita,Jess pick me up from airport with a daisy...very much like what she would do...that crazy girl!I am happy,for once someone actually pick me up from airport.It felts good.Not that we are lesbian or what...it just felt good when you come back from work and somebody is waiting for you...

This isn't the end of the day.After returning home, Jess and I proceed to town to have our dinner.It's not a usual thing that we do after work.Most of the time I would just wanna stay at home,but today it's special.

Ping came and join us.Of course it's Jess who ask him to. This is my 2nd time seeing him.A guy with spec,white round collar-long sleeve top and jeans. The young outfit make him look like a big boy. Jess said this is the first time she saw him in white. I can't help but peep another few times...haha...Well,what to do? I like guy in white.

Saturday, August 13, 2005

wHaT ArE yOu tHinKing...?

Was chatting over sms n msn with Jess, she is back in JB. Misses her accompany! So, what did we talks about?Hmm...then I shall start my story from Wednesday onward.
That day we met and have lunch togather, then with no intention to shops or walk ard, we decided to go to starbucks to jst sit down and crap! Nothing much that we say but most of it is bout relationship. (again...)
Jess is currently in the stage of...how should i put it? Well, what happen is she feel something for Mr.Do which she herself dont know why. She see nothing from him that qualified the ideal one she wanted. But now simply her heart wanted to be him so much. I cant answer her question as I m miserable myself. Now and then this guy keep popping on my mind. I wonder if I am feeling smthing for him, or simply curiosity? I dunno...The situation is kinda complicated(at least i feel so), as I felt I am just trying to know him better.I will long for his msg but he always take long time to reply. Well, if he feel something for u as well, i guess the immediate action he do, is to reply rite? Then again, he might just treat me like a sis...Now what? I am sister to everyone!!!haha...
Anyway, Jess and I came up with this idea that we must find a bf before our birthday. As my birthday come first, she actually said I have no much time left.Why? as if i am dying soon...#$^&%&^*&(
So, is crazy, but when you lost your mind, you will do silly things. So, I msg adam with this he later claim to be "provocative" msg:"are you available to be a part-time bf?" . Ya,is silly,is stupid,is simply idiotic,i know! Regret for sending (it's just so not me!) , and and no respone fr adam until the next day afternoon. Well, he said he was sick and this provocative msg doesnt help to cure his sickness at all...what an answer? Anyway, i told him to forget bout it, but deep inside me, i was like : "shit!!!!"
But hey, he did send me msg smthing like this before: (wait let me think, is quite some time bck) ...anyway, is sounded like : I am sitting alone in a empty bus, and as I look out the window, at an overcast sky, i keep thinking of u, and Icant help but wonder why..." this is not exactly what he wrote, it sounded better actually,forgive my poor short memory. But hey, when a guy msg u, of coz u will think..."god,what should I reply?" as I was still cracking my head to think of a way to reply. He sms me again aft a few minutes. "hey, do i have the cut to be a poet, i thought of this poem when i am in the bus." Now...this is irritating!!! He then msg another msg describing what he see outside the window.So, my turn...I replied: and what u can long more if there's a special one beside,sharing this amazing moment wf ya, how i wish it's me..."Immediately i sent another msg to clarify :" so,am i a poet or what?" haha...but he answer in a way that impressed me : Wow, our similarity...is kind of uncanny."
*speechless*
Whatever...U win lor!!!!


Thursday, August 04, 2005

NoT FuLLy ShUttINg uP...

4th August 2005,10:30 p.m.

So, here i am creating a new blog. Well, I jst love to write. So cant help but keep on writting. But here, I let God do his part. If my "uncles n aunties" know me well enough that they knew I cant live without writing,they should be able to find this. haha...then again, I don't think they are that free or smart. Well...again, here goes my new blog, with some of my old blogs attached, I can again shout out loud. YEAH~~~

So, what about today? Me,Eeleen n Jess went to view a place in tampines. With various reasons, we plan to move out togather. For Jess, she is not really comfortable staying with her landlord n landlady. As for me, my landlady jst give birth of another baby, is getting packed at home. More over, her mother-in-law now stays wf us. Well, for Eeleen, nothing wrong with her current place, but staying with two "extra-ordinary "(in another word, 2 weirdo-es) girl friends must be super fun for her. Anyway, the place we view turn out not so ideal as one of the room is designated for kids. Too bad! Well, we have the time. So, no rush!

Attended the aikodo class after 3 weeks of lapses. Well, not that i m lazy but it's my roster always clashes with the classes. Should I start going for the public class? As my progress is so slow, I wonder if I am able to catch up. Then again, if anyone else can do it, why not me? Well, well, well, let me think bout it...